posted May 10, 2003 17:39               

Oh...Slaytanic...Hockey still RULEZ!

posted May 10, 2003 17:59               

oh hahahaha ! satan i knew that was you..

dammit ! why didnt you say so ?

hobnoblogging - true 'mind vampire'

BTW: im a tech, youll have to get the oil changing boy to do that.

posted May 10, 2003 18:18               

Snake and GODVOD !

posted May 10, 2003 22:14               

For all the rest of you people doing whatever you can to start shit with me. Take a look at yourselves. You go out of your way to reply to this thread. You have one silly ass agenda...else you wouldn't bother. You don't speak for over three hundred members of this board...unless of course YOU ARE those three hundred member which wouldn't suprise me, but I don't have that much faith in blindness. Simply put...You have started it. It is not without bias connections. I can talk about my selfrightiousness, which is there for a good reason that has seen me past times in dealing with people like you. My drama should mean nothing to you. Absolutely nothing...just like I don't go to your posts to simply start shit with you...only to normally reply as if you were any other person. There are my scrupples that you lack. Its about manners and respect...you stuck you nose in mine...I retaliate with conviction and faith in myself and my beliefs and if it doesn't apply to you...you shouldn't worry about it, but you do because you are a trespasser of unspoken ethics, yet you bitch when I retaliate. Why? Simple. You want to make me look like a bitch. Does it matter? Think about. It doesn't. I try to advocate myself honestly and zealously, but if people can't see it...why should it matter to me? Is it going to shake the ground I stand on? No..it isn't. Its a silly game you play and your propaganda is in every post you make. Next you will be advocating the veiws of the members and affiliates of the band this BB is SUPPOSED to represent. If you think I can't see your game and how you have turned it around on me and how you might sway the opinions of those whose opinions don't matter to me personally then you are kidding yourself. Its all about steps and moves and you started it...You will keep it going until you think you have won. You keep thinking that way. You keep putting your faith in your own immediate motives and in the end I will keep seeing how obviously shameful it is that you keep trying. I would hate to think that your entire goal consist of putting down someone who made statements you don't like...at the same time, saying I have no right to even reply to someone who made a stupid breast joke. Its an intricate game and you play it well, but hopefully one day you will realize that that it never should have mattered in the first. For some strange reason it does. Maybe its inferiority or sadisticness, because I would like to think that Mezcalhead wouldn't need a dozen people speaking on his behalf. Nothing suprises me in this world anymore anyway. You wouldn't believe the stupid games people play...well, maybe YOU would. It seems to have become an art. Now you attack me for having faith in myself...when all along you started it. It doesn't matter if people don't see it. Those are just less people I have to waste my time dicerning. They have answered for themselves. I am tired of this stupid argument and YOU keep pulling it up. I retaliate because it is the way I am, but my intensions were not to come here and be attacked...although I knew it would happen. You planted the seed and this is what it has grown to. I have said my part. I have resisted the lows that you have tried to push me to. I have defended myself to show the working ways of my mind and they are far from insane, they are just not for the unintuitive and the careless in thought. I realize that not everyone is going to like me. That is such a teeny weeny price to pay in light of the things that people in this world have gone through. You have done much to get to the heart of something. I think you have succeeded...The only thing is...nothing has changed. I am still me...You are still you. The value of nothing has changed. Not for one minute would I want other people to think that I would sit back back and listen to their bullshit. Thank You for giving me the oppurtunity to make that known. I am a highly suspicious person that has seen the worst in some truly screwed up people...and if people don't want to talk to me because of that...so be it...because it should be obvious they have something to hide. If someone thinks I am fucked up because I defend myself or stand up for the things I think are true...well, that speaks for itself and it shouldn't matter to them anyway. I look around at all the people saying and doing things that I wouldn't do and I wouldn't start on them because I DON'T CARE. I knew it was a matter of time before I got targeted...I waited, it came, its getting boring and is not changing anything. No one can know everything, at one given time...there will always be something else. So what next? Will I go to some other board of a band I like and say a couple of things, catch someones attention, be targeted, be ganged up on by "names"...only to see how truly pointless it all was, when all I was trying to do was be supportive and open with my thoughts to type them on this screen for others to read...which is the whole point. I don't know. Perhaps one day, I will find something better to do with my time then play with computers, but until then...its just another day online. I've got all the time I want to type and think and type some more. I meant no harm, but won't back down. I like to analyze. If you don't like it...don't read it. If you don't like me, don't talk to me. If you want to get to me...you have a long way to go before you get to my frontdoor. And as far as my "sympathy" shit is concerned. What are you talking about? You are magnifying a human emotion into something it isn't. YOU are the numbers...I am only one name, one person, one opinion. If someone agrees...this becomes a crime? As far as my unregistration is concerned...why should that be a question? I knew this board was tainted with something backwards, invertive, counter-productive and you are bad advocates of yourselves and what you claim to represent. In that I find no truth and no sense. You keep posting and I'll keep talking about how stupid it is.

posted May 11, 2003 01:01            

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There's a passage I got memorized. Ezekiel 25:17. "The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of the darkness. For he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know I am the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon you." I been sayin' that shit for years. And if you ever heard it, it meant your ass. I never really questioned what it meant. I thought it was just a cold-blooded thing to say to a motherfucker 'fore you popped a cap in his ass. But I saw some shit this mornin' made me think twice. Now I'm thinkin', it could mean you're the evil man. And I'm the righteous man. And Mr. .45 here, he's the shepherd protecting my righteous ass in the valley of darkness. Or it could be you're the righteous man and I'm the shepherd and it's the world that's evil and selfish. I'd like that. But that shit ain't the truth. The truth is you're the weak. And I'm the tyranny of evil men. But I'm tryin'. I'm tryin' real hard to be a shepherd.
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posted May 11, 2003 01:07               

"I've got something to say...It's better to burn out..than fade away!"

posted May 11, 2003 01:35               

Or are you too worried about other people and other things to know what that means?

posted May 12, 2003 05:17               

WINO ROOOLEZ